welcome to this rathole I call a blog. my posts are mainly about metal (oh yes ah \m/) and how mundane my life is. if you don't like the stuff here, go fuck yourself. no one gives a crap. you're a sad excuse for a human being.
Monday 23 June 2008
i'm so fed up with myself,
ugh. i hate the feeling.
maybe its time i uncover everything.
or maybe not,and risk losing grip of myself.
ahhh,i wish a situation like this never exist.
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anyways,i agree with the statement:
some people just take people's symphathy and weaknesses for granted.
i got to taste the feeling of being stepped in the head more than twice,
and yes,i admit i was too nice too certain people.
so why am i still being stupid and blind?
ahh,and for you,
i suggest you listen to Turbonegro,
''Sell Your Body To The Night''.
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i, the idealistic iconoclast
my name is thahirah and i love metal. i am not your generic 1st year poly student because i happen to get toned abs from laughing daily. i still collect pocket money from my parents everyday.
unfortunately i'm not born in Finland, the promised land of heavy metal. however, i do hope to meet Finnish bands at Tuska Open Air, the Flying Finns, the dudesons and their national ice hockey team in the future.
i'm a sucker for cute guys with gorgeous flowy long hair like these dudes;
Kerim "krimh" Lechner,
Petri Lindroos,
Henkka Seppälä etc.
I guess the reason I'm still single is because I swear too much and the people I fall for don't want me as they think I'm butt ugly or I just look like the type of person who hates too much? Oh well, idk.
also, people tend to make gender jokes about me prolly because I mix with males too much or I don't wear cute dresses, pfft.
Monday 23 June 2008
i'm so fed up with myself,
ugh. i hate the feeling.
maybe its time i uncover everything.
or maybe not,and risk losing grip of myself.
ahhh,i wish a situation like this never exist.
=\
anyways,i agree with the statement:
some people just take people's symphathy and weaknesses for granted.
i got to taste the feeling of being stepped in the head more than twice,
and yes,i admit i was too nice too certain people.
so why am i still being stupid and blind?
ahh,and for you,
i suggest you listen to Turbonegro,
''Sell Your Body To The Night''.
