welcome to this rathole I call a blog. my posts are mainly about metal (oh yes ah \m/) and how mundane my life is. if you don't like the stuff here, go fuck yourself. no one gives a crap. you're a sad excuse for a human being.
Sunday 9 November 2008
Why does shit happen when you think its all getting better,that you're finding your place,found someone you love alot. It always end up like a fairytale,totally ungraspable. And when you find yourself at that stage of Hope, you're actually at your most vulnerable. How do you say you hope it stays as it was? How do you say how hurt are you deep down? You don't,you put in a smile and everyone thinks its okay,while you tear yourself apart,hidden in a shadow full of emotions,all bottled up in a bottle of Jagermeister. That's the story of my life, unchanged.
- Westy Asmodeus
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i, the idealistic iconoclast
my name is thahirah and i love metal. i am not your generic 1st year poly student because i happen to get toned abs from laughing daily. i still collect pocket money from my parents everyday.
unfortunately i'm not born in Finland, the promised land of heavy metal. however, i do hope to meet Finnish bands at Tuska Open Air, the Flying Finns, the dudesons and their national ice hockey team in the future.
i'm a sucker for cute guys with gorgeous flowy long hair like these dudes;
Kerim "krimh" Lechner,
Petri Lindroos,
Henkka Seppälä etc.
I guess the reason I'm still single is because I swear too much and the people I fall for don't want me as they think I'm butt ugly or I just look like the type of person who hates too much? Oh well, idk.
also, people tend to make gender jokes about me prolly because I mix with males too much or I don't wear cute dresses, pfft.
Sunday 9 November 2008
Why does shit happen when you think its all getting better,that you're finding your place,found someone you love alot. It always end up like a fairytale,totally ungraspable. And when you find yourself at that stage of Hope, you're actually at your most vulnerable. How do you say you hope it stays as it was? How do you say how hurt are you deep down? You don't,you put in a smile and everyone thinks its okay,while you tear yourself apart,hidden in a shadow full of emotions,all bottled up in a bottle of Jagermeister. That's the story of my life, unchanged.
- Westy Asmodeus
