welcome to this rathole I call a blog. my posts are mainly about metal (oh yes ah \m/) and how mundane my life is. if you don't like the stuff here, go fuck yourself. no one gives a crap. you're a sad excuse for a human being.
Wednesday 31 December 2008
I, till now still do not understand the need of welcoming the new year. Why? Why? After all, its just another shitty year I have to go through and I bet much more shittier stuff happens that will scar me for the rest of my motherfucking life.
Why am I cursing at this point? Well I'm not happy nor angry. I'm feeling just neutral. But there's several things that's on my mind. Will I overcome all fucked up situations or will i run away like an asshole? Will I let people fuck me upside down again or will I stand my ground?
I'm burning like a fucking fire
Mysterious Domain, Murdered Apprehension
Shemyaza, Lacifarus - glow like the SunOh yeah, I want to thank the people who had wished me on my birthday. It means alot since I don't have alot of friends but still, quite a number of you kind earthlings actually wished me, despite the fact I was labelled by Nabb & Syaf :
The most meanest/evil person ever. Haha.
An infernal madness sweeps me along. On a mind blowing trip to the utter beyond. Here I render chaos, not as force, but as state. A state of a consuming and conceiving mass. Pouring time into the endless hole of eternity. Letting forever be endless and the end be forever - 1349
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i, the idealistic iconoclast
my name is thahirah and i love metal. i am not your generic 1st year poly student because i happen to get toned abs from laughing daily. i still collect pocket money from my parents everyday.
unfortunately i'm not born in Finland, the promised land of heavy metal. however, i do hope to meet Finnish bands at Tuska Open Air, the Flying Finns, the dudesons and their national ice hockey team in the future.
i'm a sucker for cute guys with gorgeous flowy long hair like these dudes;
Kerim "krimh" Lechner,
Petri Lindroos,
Henkka Seppälä etc.
I guess the reason I'm still single is because I swear too much and the people I fall for don't want me as they think I'm butt ugly or I just look like the type of person who hates too much? Oh well, idk.
also, people tend to make gender jokes about me prolly because I mix with males too much or I don't wear cute dresses, pfft.
Wednesday 31 December 2008
I, till now still do not understand the need of welcoming the new year. Why? Why? After all, its just another shitty year I have to go through and I bet much more shittier stuff happens that will scar me for the rest of my motherfucking life.
Why am I cursing at this point? Well I'm not happy nor angry. I'm feeling just neutral. But there's several things that's on my mind. Will I overcome all fucked up situations or will i run away like an asshole? Will I let people fuck me upside down again or will I stand my ground?
I'm burning like a fucking fire
Mysterious Domain, Murdered Apprehension
Shemyaza, Lacifarus - glow like the SunOh yeah, I want to thank the people who had wished me on my birthday. It means alot since I don't have alot of friends but still, quite a number of you kind earthlings actually wished me, despite the fact I was labelled by Nabb & Syaf :
The most meanest/evil person ever. Haha.
An infernal madness sweeps me along. On a mind blowing trip to the utter beyond. Here I render chaos, not as force, but as state. A state of a consuming and conceiving mass. Pouring time into the endless hole of eternity. Letting forever be endless and the end be forever - 1349
