welcome to this rathole I call a blog. my posts are mainly about metal (oh yes ah \m/) and how mundane my life is. if you don't like the stuff here, go fuck yourself. no one gives a crap. you're a sad excuse for a human being.
Saturday 14 March 2009
Sometimes in the dead of the night I mesmerize my soul
Sights and visions prophecies and horror
They all come in one
She lived for 79 years. And now, she's gone. I'm not sad, nor I am happy. She brings joy to everyone in our family. She would always laugh at the silliest things, and would smile for no apparent reason. She would hug every single one of her grandkids, and kiss them on the forehead whenever she bids goodbye to them. But no, she didn't today. Instead, we were the ones who kissed her.
My beloved grandmother, passed away, with me by her side at 10.45 am today. Haji Assan Kamisah. Yes, that was her name on her IC (although its supposed to be Kamisah bte Haji Assan but she didn't bother changing it cause she felt it wasn't that important)
And now, I'm left with no grandparents. But hey, everyone must die right? -.-
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i, the idealistic iconoclast
my name is thahirah and i love metal. i am not your generic 1st year poly student because i happen to get toned abs from laughing daily. i still collect pocket money from my parents everyday.
unfortunately i'm not born in Finland, the promised land of heavy metal. however, i do hope to meet Finnish bands at Tuska Open Air, the Flying Finns, the dudesons and their national ice hockey team in the future.
i'm a sucker for cute guys with gorgeous flowy long hair like these dudes;
Kerim "krimh" Lechner,
Petri Lindroos,
Henkka Seppälä etc.
I guess the reason I'm still single is because I swear too much and the people I fall for don't want me as they think I'm butt ugly or I just look like the type of person who hates too much? Oh well, idk.
also, people tend to make gender jokes about me prolly because I mix with males too much or I don't wear cute dresses, pfft.
Saturday 14 March 2009
Sometimes in the dead of the night I mesmerize my soul
Sights and visions prophecies and horror
They all come in one
She lived for 79 years. And now, she's gone. I'm not sad, nor I am happy. She brings joy to everyone in our family. She would always laugh at the silliest things, and would smile for no apparent reason. She would hug every single one of her grandkids, and kiss them on the forehead whenever she bids goodbye to them. But no, she didn't today. Instead, we were the ones who kissed her.
My beloved grandmother, passed away, with me by her side at 10.45 am today. Haji Assan Kamisah. Yes, that was her name on her IC (although its supposed to be Kamisah bte Haji Assan but she didn't bother changing it cause she felt it wasn't that important)
And now, I'm left with no grandparents. But hey, everyone must die right? -.-
